October the loss of Sable

October doesn't feel like my birthday month....I feel the loss of my great love SABLE.  This was by far the hardest thing I every had to do.  I never want to put another creature down every again. There is not a day  that goes by that I don't think of her and miss her.  She was and is the great love of my life!

That Day 10/09.....was a sombre day....I had subbed my classes out and decided to go to the gym with all of my weird energy.  I took a weight lifting class...in which I cried thru it. I went into the gym locker room in which I began to cry...to the point I could no longer stand.  Crying and wimping I fell to my knees praying to God please help me I can't do this....please don't make me do this...

A woman collected me and asked what's wrong.  I said I have to put my puppy down and I am heart broken.  She asked if she could pray with me and I said yes.  This woman was wearing all white and had a green headband around her head.  She started to pray and I couldn't really understand but she said lord you know all things and you will make her understand why sable needs to be with you. I never told her my dogs name....and how did she know I was a Christian.  I weeped and hugged her,,,before I could say thank you she was gone.  This was God's divine intervention.....after that I was at peace...I went running thru the gym...I had to find this woman.....really what happen was this angel found me.   To this day I look for her in the gym....I love you Sable my heart beats for you every day I know you are in the clouds running with your original masters love and light thank you for blessing me!!

love and light